750x500mm – 2001
This drawing can be divided into 2 sections. The top section, in colour, is what on the surface may be called ‘good’. The bottom section, monotone, ‘bad’.
The top section may suggest words like, joy, fun, energy, life
The bottom section- heavy, envy, sadness, ugly.
This journey from one section to the other and back again is how I have often lived my life. Moving through a ‘happy’ state into an ‘unhappy’ one and then back again. There is another way. I haven’t been able to describe it yet. I am sure it exists. I know it requires different foundations. I believe others have found it. I am trying to find too.